PASSED OUT

So yesterday I randomly got sick to my stomach and proceeded to pass out at work. Did I mention that when I get light-headed my body gets super hot and I like to take the necessary precaution of cooling down my body by stripping off my clothes.

So there I am with a cami and black thong on laying down on the bathroom floor when I then pass out. I remember coming to and seeing Traci in the bathroom and hearing my supervisor Jennifer say that she tried to call Dylan but he didn't answer and the she is also going to call 911.

So there I am exposing myself to everyone I work with and then the firemen, EMTs, and Dylan show up. How embarrassing! I could hear the firemen talking about how they wanted a loby in their bathroom like we had. It was weird.

But I couldn't get up without feeling like I was going to faint so I got to take my 1st ride since I was little in the ambulance to the ER. The EMTs were really nice even despite seeing me half exposed. They let a fireman do an IV on me and he was kind of rough but it wasn't as bad as I was expecting. I thought I would pass out again seeing that in my arm. Oh and in the bathroom they pricked my finger and tested my blood sugar which I was scared of too but I barely felt. So I'm starting to be less afraid of needles the more I have to have them inside of me.

They put 2 liters of saline stuff in me and after about 3 hours at the hospital, I finally got to go home. I missed work again today because my head has been hurting but it is finally starting to feel a little bit better.

So we'll see how much that puts a whole in mine and Dylan's pocket. And my car has been acting up so Dylan took it to the dealer while I was in the hospital yesterday and they called earlier today to tell me all the things that are wrong with it and that is going to be a nice chunk of change as well. We'll see if I picked the right insurance to cover all the medical bills that will be showing up soon. AHHHH!

Oops I Did It Again

I forgot to write about my new favorite show that is going to fill the void that is left by the cancellation of Pushing Daisies. How I Met Your Mother is legen - wait for it - dary and completely awesome. So suit up and watch it because you're really missing out if you haven't seen it. Some people are turned off by Neil Patrick Harris since he was Doogie Houser but he really makes the show. So go watch it...right now!

Pushing Daisies and How I Met Your Mother

I am so sad that Pushing Daisies is being cancelled. It is probably one of my favorite shoes. I love the characters and the colors. It is so different from everything else that is on and now it will be gone forever. I will miss Ned and Chuck and how they couldn't touch or she would die.

Long Time

So I haven't posted on here in quite some time. I never forgot about my blog just never was happy with it. I need to make it my own instead of using some already made template before I will be completely satisfied with it. Enough ranting, onto the updates.

Last night Dylan and I traveled down to Thousand Oaks so that Dylan could take his CVSA exam for the CHP. He passed! And I couldn't be any more excited. A few more steps in the process and hopefully it will happen this time. We spent the afternoon together today as we traveled back. It was really nice, like a mini vacation. We decided we need to do that more often.

Now we are back in Nipomo where we get to stay with Dylan's parents until we can finally find a place decent enough in SLO to move into. It's only been like 4 months for this temporary move. We were hoping to be out at least by Thanksgiving but it doesn't look like that is going to happen. I hate living so far from everything and not to mention with the in-laws. Not exactly marital bliss, but we make do.

CAMP ROCK

Probably the best movie ever. Oh to be in junior high again, it brings me back. You should probably watch it. I'm sure it will be on Disney Channel till the end of time.

I'm All Grow'd Up

So everything is about to change for me. I finally got a real job and couldn't be more excited. I will be working for the City of San Luis Obispo in the Finance Department and I'm stoked. Not to mention my mom screamed on the phone when I told her. Let's just say she was more excited than me. And on top of everything else my car hit 100,000 miles today and I didn't know if I should cry or just keep driving. So instead I took pictures. 

CKC ended last night too. I'm gonna miss it but at least I still get to be with the kids every other Sunday. 

My Favorite Babies

My sister sent me some pictures today of my favorite babies. I haven't seen them in a while but I am happy knowing I get to see them for Easter.

Home Sweet Home

This weekend has been relaxing thus far. Dylan has been off doing things and I am stuck at home watching Dan In Real Life and The Office. A Steve Carell marathon. Not to mention I am picking up crocheting again and I made a really cute hat.

Embarrassing

So today I did the most embarrassing thing I have ever done. I don't embarrass easily but this was different. Let's just say that it was to prevent me from fainting and had a police man drove by I could have been arrested for multiple things. Not to mention the fact that it was in a church parking lot. Needless to say, I feel much better and am glad only Dylan was there to witness it.

What a supportive husband I have!

Conversations

I am once again amazed at the complexity of the mind and how two people can sit and have intellectual conversation.

I have noticed that it rarely seems possible to have a real conversation. People don't seem to really care about how other people are doing and don't want to take the time to get to know someone. Like everyone can always be good or okay when you ask them. How come we can't be honest and how come we can never go deeper? I even find myself having the most driest exchanges with some of my best friends but all the while slowly fading away from the potential of a great friendship.

I say all this because tonight I just had one of the best conversations with one of my closest friends. Raw conversation, emotions involved. None of these surface encounters. I have to say it redefines a person. It makes me realize things about myself that maybe I wouldn't voice if not given this opportunity. To share with someone knowing that they generally care and opening up leaving myself in a very vulnerable position is not the side of me that most people see. I think it takes a tremendous amount of trust and honesty to get to a position where you can completely let your guard down and be fully open. Not many people can see you on the inside but when they can it is so amazing.

I hope that everyone has someone in their life that they can open up to because I think it is therapeutic and helps you identify who you really are.