Who doesn't love a spray tan?

Dylan and I went for the second time to get a spray tan on Tuesday night. He is so funny because he is the one who really has wanted to do it both times. We got one a couple weeks ago and it pretty much faded so back we went for the second time.

Too bad it's been so windy lately because I really wanted to show off my tanned legs. I might just get used to this.

Tattoozled

I've always wanted to get another tattoo but never knew that I would actually follow through with it. Dylan got a verse put on his side last Sunday and I was going to finally get my wrist tattooed but there wasn't enough time. I knew that if I walked out that night I probably wouldn't do it. Well, I did. I went back last Thursday and although it hurt way more than my tramp stamp I now have the word grace on my wrist. I had been wearing a bracelet that said grace for a while now and I thought it would be nice to make it permanent and always have the reminder right there.

My mom wasn't too thrilled but she got over it. She just kept saying that she thought I grew up and out of the stage that I used to be in. I guess not.

I love it and even though it hurt it was well worth it in the end.

Quick Update

Dylan and I are doing a lot better than the stuff we were going through the past 2 weeks. I am so happy now and just had to keep reminding myself to look towards the future and not dwell on the moment. Here is a picture from our date night last night.

You Cut Bangs!!!

I forgot to mention that I cut bangs on Wednesday night at like 11:15pm. I just needed to do something for myself. I tried to get a picture but my camera battery died. I will post a pic when that decides to work again.

Lonely, I am so lonely

Whoever said marriage was perfect? Well, Dylan and I are going through a rough patch right now and it is so hard. What first consisted of crying is now just anger. I hate feeling this way but I can't just pretend to be happy and let everything go. This is not what I signed up for. I know that the end product will be happiness again, but this in between time really sucks. I just hope that this time will end quickly and things will be better again soon.